Nah sometimes I just want to be sad. It's cathartic to feel your feelings. And music helps you get there sometimes.
First time I experienced X was on the basement with this video. Filmed at the legendary hip hop venue The Tunnel where mythical battles between X and Hov took place.
I remember Ruff Ryders Anthem came out the same time I was starting freshman year football. That shit was our pre-game anthem for the season. Got me so hyped to go play some football.
Spoiler But when the funds are low The guns will blow Lookin' for that one that owe, Make 'em run that dough No! Put down the guns and write a new rhyme You'll get it all in due time You'll do fine Just have faith 'Cause you mine (Uh huh) And when you shine It's gon' be a sight to behold. So don't fight to be old, Or lose sight when it's cold See that light down the road, It's goin' guide you there Two sets of footsteps, I was right beside you there But what about them times I only saw one Those were the times that I was under the gun, It was then I carried you my son Led you to safety It just wasn't your time to face me (Uh huh) Ah-yo a few of them times I thought you would erase me But all you did was embrace me Prepared me for the worst Offered me eternal light, And scared me with the hearse And the curse Turned to grace When the hurt, turned to faith No more runnin', (Uh huh) Slidin' in the dirt 'Cause I'm safe So if I'm yo' man I'm in yo' hands What's yo' plan? Never had a friend 'Cause you couldn't trust your man Learned to stand before I crawled Things were twisted! And if you showed me anything at all Then I missed it Looked the wrong way (Uh huh) I've done some wrong things (True) Kept a bad attitude, But that's what wrong brings And now you mean to tell me that After all this time, It was you that kept the dog from goin' out of his mind. It was you that breathed life Into my lungs when I was born And it was you that let me know What was right, From what was wrong And it was you that let me do What I knew what could be done And it was you that gave me a good wife And a beautiful son And it's been you speakin' to me Inside my mind And it's been you who has forgiven Time after time It was you who opened my eyes So I could see It was you who shined yo' Light on me
Was never a big DMX fan but his verse on The Rollin Urban Assault remix always hit me different. Probably one of my favorite verses in all of hip hop. “A tisket a tasket I really need my ass kicked, my mom never let me forget I’m a bastard”. Guess it reminds me of my childhood. RIP DMX
this one is hitting me hard. making my way through the back catalogue from the beginning. it’s crazy how many of these verses i have memorized. one song I don’t hear mentioned often is ‘Grand Finale’ off the Belly soundtrack with X, Method Man, Nas, and Ja Rule on the chorus. https://youtube.com/watch?v=o4yU8Pr70nc
Never realized how troubled he was, the animal cruelty stuff is pretty inexcusable though. Guessing a good portion of his net worth went to lawyers.
why? What are you attempting to gain from this? No one is pretending he wasn’t human. With flaws that come with being human. Addiction is a disease. A black man having legal issues in America is sadly too common.
For me I think it's got a lot to do with damn near every song of his flashes me back to growing up with my best friends. So many of his songs we had on repeat. Hard to not get sentimental listening to them.
war grundle sometimes have simplistic views. There's things about DMX that you can attribute to his upbringing but all in all, he was a shithead. He made great music, just wasn't a good person.
Hey man let’s all say fuck empathy when we talk about a person who laid it all on the line for us all to see. Let’s just say “Hey! Cool guy but he sucked because of all the things that made him relatable! Real trash bag!” Go to bed
To all y’all better thans check the text I’d hate to live a life so without flaw that I felt the need to run someone down who showed me obvious struggles. Who never failed to let me know their flaws. I’d hate to be so “good” I couldn’t find sympathy for folk like that.